| | werd ... i've been on this xanga thing for a looooong ass time!! i just decided to unblock some ppl on my xanga. found it in the x-files. hahahaha ... i went to block those survey things and found out ppl back in the day that i had blocked. move the hell on. who cares anymore? quite frankly i think that back in the day ... i cared too much. i cared how people looked at me, perceived me, thought of me ... it distorted who i really am. now ... i am who i am. i am who God made me to be. there's no escaping it ... so if ya don't like me or don't wanna talk to me ... i'm not going to care anymore. i used to fear losing friends ... PSHHH! as if i can't get anymore friends!! ... i used to say to my friends that bfs and gfs come and go ... but i'm always here. you know what? let me rephrase that. bfs and gfs come and go, i'll always be here if you treat me the same i treat you. yep yep. kinda harsh, huh? ... well ... the truth is harsh! anywho ... just got back from vacation this past Tuesday. My Yummy took me to a surprise trip to Aruba. I haven't gotten a chance to post up pics on facebook yet. kekeke ... it was our 1 year anniversary. quite pleasant ... super relaxing. One whole year ... it really makes you think. ya know?  ... okies ... i'm done updating. i need to get back on this xanga thing more often. puaaahaha ... OH YEAHH!! First day Yummy came with me to church today. It went pretty well! Phoebe's church is more open ... mixed crowd ... not very pushy. yep yep ... alrighty ... back to searching for a job. *sighs* sux that i'm in the mix with the rest of the unemployment world of NY ... but exciting to see what God has planned for me down the path. so i have time to chill ... call me ppls! buh biiiii
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